FUCKING FINALLY GOT MY BODY BACK AFTER AP TESTS XDD TOOK FUCKING FOREVER BUT I DID IT! NEXT FINALS AND THEN IM DONE XD
Why is it that I’m always the joker, the comedian, the one who has the attention. Why is it that i can never seem to find a person super interesting, some one who i don’t have to constantly entertain, and will actually make me laugh for once? WHERE IS THAT ONE PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD WHERE I DON”T HAVE TO CONSTANTLY KEEP THE INTEREST OF OR ELSE THEY END UP LEAVING ME! I WANT THAT ONE PERSON WHO ACTUALLY MAKES ME LAUGH! Maybe this may be my curse. In exchange for learning how to talk n supposedly flirt, i get girls who all seem the same, and not a single damn one will ever interest me enough for a relationship T_T
You can bet your bottom dollar, I’ll be there.
Its weird how i get these weird bursts of intelligence/creativity. Even though those bursts tend to be obscure or depressing, I like it. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!
Heres the actual poem i thought of
Give me the bottle
Ill drink to forget the pain
because even though you’re here with me
it still feels like I’m standing alone in the rain…..
does not mean I talk to girls EVERY NIGHT hoping to score. In fact its quite the opposite, I SPEND MY NIGHTS ALONE because of 3 reasons. it is because I cannot drive, I personally think i get boring to talk to after awhile, and I lose interest really fast. Its ironic how every person not in a relationship thinks I can score easily. What a joke, I spent more time crying myself to sleep more than actually in a relationship. Man, my game is so bad, i let the girl who had EVERY TRAIT i was looking for slip by my fingers. Now I’m super afraid to talk to her because I haven’t talked to her in such a long time that I’m afraid it’ll be awkward. HAHAHHAHA. Man if only the people who call me a supposed skirt chaser. player, or what ever really knew, all they would see is a lonely teenage boy with a heart ripped to shreds one too many times…
as bad as energy drinks are, there they only way i can concentrate anymore
Fuck tryin to impress my dad. Fuck everything you say you arrogant, ignorant, bigoted ass hole. Fuck you. I’m done with your shit. The minute I turn 18 I’m fucking moving out. I don’t care where the fuck I live. I don’t care if its a military base, or motherfucking in a cardboard box, I’m done. So what if my grades aren’t perfect, like yours were? You fucking hypocrite. Man fuck you! You had your dreams and you fucked up somewhere or some shit. I don’t fucking care. Its my turn to live my life. I don’t give a fuck if you don’t like what I like. I don’t give a shit. Fuck off then. I’m done. Your eldest son is fucked up who gives a flying fuck. I don’t drink hard core, don’t blaze and don’t fucking raise hell. All I do is study, (unsuccessfully I’ll admit) and work out. But when you were my age, you were fucking THREE FOR THREE ASSHOLE! AND YOU HAVE THE TENACITY TO MOTHERFUCKING CALL ME A BAD KID!?!?! FUCK YOU! FUCKING IF YOU EVER HIT ME, SHITS GOING DOWN
